Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

so i came home today, or rather friday since by the time i finished this whole thing it was saturday at like, 2 in the morning, and i realised that no matter how cheesy this all is i have to say it because i want everybody to know i love them! :D

SO.
im going to start with cheryl woon :D (HI CHERYL)because i did start off with sec one with you next to me, since i knew you from 6orchid and all. i am REALLY REALLY REALLY thanking god, and have been from the beginning, that you've been there for me all the time(and i mean ALL THE TIME). i know we're not as close as we were then but IM REALLY GONNA MISS YOU alot alot alot for all your lame-ness and the fishballs and all the times you made me laugh like hell at some stupid lame joke you randomly decided to announce to the world. :D i love you cheryl! i still owe you a ride home from a long long time ago so you better make use of it :D you're an awesome person and you're always super nice to the people that treat you like shit and i've always told you to be mean back but you never do and i know i could NEVER ever do that so i really envy you for being to tolerant and all. one day some handsome dashing young and sexy guy is gonna sweep you off your feet and then you'll never have to be the tolerant one anymore because he will have to tolerate your consistent lameness and all :D and i hope you dont let anybody walk all over you and that you'll stay as lame as you are now like, forever. I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU okay. dont let shum bully you anymore! :D

SHUUUUM. i think i have nothing to say. whoa. OKAY I'LL TRY. i know i'll always remember you for the times i was sitting with you in chinese in sec1 and you had to teach me everything(and you still do) and we talked in class all the time and got scolding from luwenshi like every lesson. i know i got pissed with you lost of times, but i really do love you okay! even for all your vulgarities and everything because when you do it its super hilarious and for scolding me for shaking my leg during exam and tsk tsk tsking all the time. i know i complained about it alot but i'm still gonna miss it okay! (or not) but thats not the point, THE POINT IS IM GOING TO MISS YOU, especially for all the noise you make in class. i can't imagine how quiet it'll be!

HI CHERYL(goh) :D i don't remember how i got to know you, but i think it had something to do with jiaher. HAHA,i remember thinking you were a total nerd, but then i realised you were a total bimbo, so yeah i was quite shocked :D PLEASANTLY, of course. because i don't think i would have gotten along with you very well if you were the person i thought you were. NOT THAT I GET ALONG WITH BIMBOS, but you know. whatever! the point is, I GET ALONG WITH YOU, most of the time at least. :D i'm really going to miss all your bimbotic-ness and all your attacks at me and how you insist the way you walk home is faster when i think its impossibly slow, BUT i still love you anyway, VERY VERY MUCH! i know we dont have a perfect friendship or whatever but you were one of the first few people i got to know properly and i'll always remember you whenever i think 1/2 and 2/2. so you could say you're quite significant :D i love you okay! maybe one day i'll see you in orchard with a super muscular guy(HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA) or something shopping for cute little dresses and everything and when that day does come, you must introduce me to your boyfriend and we shall pray his name does not start with an S. :D I LOVE YOU OKAY! dont punch me in the nose please. HAHAHA. not that you'd do any damage but still!

GOH MEI CHAN AMANDAAAAAAAA :D i'll always remember you as the weirdo who writes her name like that. HAH. goh mei chan amanda goh mei chan amanda. you little emokid. little because you're shorter than me *smiles proudly* if one day you do grow and magically become taller than me i'll slap you, scream at you, then give you a hug reach up to pat your head and congratulate you. HAHAHAHAHA, same goes for you nadia, but you're coming later. IM GOING TO MISS YOU SO MUCH AMA, esp for dancing on my bed and i swear everytime i hear that mandy moore song i will think of you :D and for all the other stupid things you do too. I LOVE YOU OKAY, even after all the times i ignored you and pissed you off and everything and all the other stupid things i've done i still love you! and i hope you don't remember me for the horrible things i've done because im a very horrible person, and i want you to know that even though i treat you horribly and all i still love you all the same and its just me. SO YES, i love you ama!<3

NADIA ONGKOWIDJAJA(i had to confirm that spelling with gen so im quite certain its correct now)!!! i've known you 8 years now, can you believe it. to think i started off not liking you! IN LIKE P1. HAHAHAH i never thought i'd be so close to you. I KNOW IM DEFINITELY GOING TO MISS FIGHTING WITH YOU, over stupid things and whatnot. it can get really fun okay! i have to say i love making you angry sometimes because you're so easy to agitate. HAHA DONT KILL ME. but i love talking to you too and NOT fighting with you and the fact that i can actually get angry with you and you can get angry with me and there still are no significant consequences. NOT THAT I LIKE FIGHTING WITH YOU OR ANYTHING, but its the fact that i don't have to be fake and pretend to not be angry and pretend to love you and all. BECAUSE I DO LOVE YOU! and im going to miss you so much and i hope you wont forget me because you're going to meet my future husband before me and you need to screen all of them and see who is most suitable! HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA i can't believe i still remember that. you better get a nice nice one for me ah! i don't care. :D :D :D i love you nad!

LIZZI/ZIDDY/ZED<3 i think i have alot of nicknames for you, like over the past two years. i remember how we bonded over green and orange and carrots and everytime i think green&orange in that certain shade or i see cartoon carrot your name flashes in my head :D i remember being super close to you and all and how i spoiled it all and i know im a stupid girl and i really regret it but i'm glad i'm close to you again. i actually think im closer to you after that whole thing but it didn't happen anyway. I'M REALLY GOING TO MISS TALKING TO YOU AND EVERYTHING because you're always direct with me(sometimes a little too direct and i have no idea what to say, but im not complaining) and i can always count on you to tell me the truth. and i now i can tell you anything and act like i-dont-know-what-the-fuck and you'll still love me after all of it and i don't think i've been able to trust somebody so much before so, yeah. :D i'm going to miss talking to you about all your boy-problems and analysing everything for you because you can't do it yourself for NUTS. HAHAHA. & even if we dont get into the same class, which i'm pretty sure we won't ): but i really hope you do anyway. you better remember that you can come to me for anything and i'll be your analyser whenever you need me! I LOVE YOU OKAY, and i especially love you for being so awesome to me even though i treat you like shit all the time and i really really don't deserve it. :D AHHHH I LOVE YOU YOU BITCH YOU BETTER NOT FORGET ME.

JLOOONG. i never got used to calling you jocelyn and i don't think i ever will but i love you for the jloong that you are anyway. :D i know i used to be able to talk to you alot and all and i don't really know what happened (probably my fault i guess) but i guess we're both changed, maybe a little and maybe alot but at least we can still talk about stuff, even if its not as much as we used to :D IM GOING TO MISS SMASHING YOUR TALKING ERNIE and you going crazy about that (ugly) little sesame street character and your siao-ness and basically just you. i'm not going to forget all the times you listened to me scream and ramble and so on and so forth and going to the library and everything and THE DAY YOU SHOT UP AND BECAME TALLER THAN ME. pft, you bitch. i cannot believe you left me down here! ): one day im going to see you performing in one of those big-shot theatres with some (gay) ballet guy or something and i'll think, HAH! i was friends with her! SHE'S TALLER THAN ME!

GENNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D i'm not going to call you ducky just this once but don't get used to it because i like calling you ducky and there's nothing you can do about it. HAAAAAAH. i'm gonna miss bitching about whoever&whoelse with you and all your bitchy-ness (which you did not get from me) and talking to you and shopping and everything. I'M ESPECIALLY GOING TO MISS YOUR BITCHY-NESS BECAUSE ITS SO HILARIOUS and i never ever knew you were so bitchy. HAHAHHAHA :D its not a bad thing okay. I LOVE YOU GENNY and i know i wasn't superly close to you until a few months ago but i'm still going to miss you for all the times you made me laugh like crazy and scream like crazy and everything. and i'm going to miss you boxing me and shipping me to africa even though i really don't like african and i'm not going to put you at the bottom of the ocean anymore because i'll miss you! and i don't want to be shipped to africa so you better not also, i don't care! i know you're definitely going to 3/3 but i am selfish and i want you to not get in because then you'll go to 3/2. but then i'll feel horrible SO i don't know already! ): & you better learn to be less bitchy! WAIT CANNOT FIND BOYFRIEND! :D :D :D

JOYEE. you're like one of the only people among those i'm close to that is choosing 3/2 and I REALLY HOPE we both get in because it'll just be way beyond awesome. :D i still remember you from P3 (?) when your mum would bring macs to school for us to eat before school and in P1 when you have me this bugs bunny letter thing and i was upset about something that day and i remember reading it over and over because it was so funny and it totally cheered me up. i know after P3(was it P3 or P2?!) i like, never talked to you anymore but I DO NOW! and i'm really going to miss all your crazy-ness and random-ness and talking to you about stuff and shopping and everything, because i know when i shop with you, i spend most money and so far, you're one of the top on my list of people to shop with :D i'm going to miss studying with you, your house and mine, and the scary stuff and teaching you to play the guitar and everything. I LOVE YOU OKAY i'm going to remember you saying i can call you whenever i get scared of stupid things and I STILL AM GOING TO CALL YOU WHEN I GET SCARED OF STUPID THINGS so you better not go, huh? rachael who? OKAY! i'll kill you if im scared to death and you can't remember who i am!


RACHELLE. YOU! I WANT TO THANK YOUx100000000 FOR BRINGING ME FOR LIVE THE DREAM and YOUR DADDY TOO and i had so much fun and i was actually like, LESS THAN A METRE AWAY FROM UTT and i have a picture to prove it and i HAVE YOU TO THANK! which i didn't do in my previous post because i was so caught up in UTT<33333333 so THANKYOUx100024736586793. i know we're not really very close and all but i'm going to miss teasing you about YOU-KNOW-WHO and screening your messages and seven hand poker and YOU WINNING ALL THE TIME. and and your obsession with red and black and ALL BLACK by Good Charlotte and your many other obsessions/ AND IM NOT GOING TO FORGIVE YOU FOR PICKING 3/3 WHEN YOU KNOW YOU CAN DO LIT! ): HAHA im kidding :D i love you anyway la!

ASHLEY NGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. i'll always remember you as the prefect in primary school and you've changed so much from the nerdy short prefect in primary school to this TALL(grrrrr) not so nerdy person you are now. out of everybody, i think you're the only one i can still talk to so often and all, AND I'M REALLY HAPPY TO HAVE YOU! even after all the times we were supposed to go out and cancel cancel cancel i know you're still there for me because you're ashley and you're awesome like that. AND i love how you talk to me all the time (and you are now but im not replying you properly because im writing/typing this :/) about random stuff and make me laugh like crazy with your ashley-isms. I KNOW YOU'RE NOT PART OF 2/2 but you're special and i had to add you in even though i'm quite confident we'll still be close, after all we have been since two years ago, because i love you so much! and i love that i can still talk to you after like, forever. I LOVE YOU OKAY so you better not leave me in Sg when you go off to america! PACK ME IN YOUR BAG OR SOMETHING! :D :D :D





2/2 (1/2 too, but i think 2/2 sounds cooler) <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
i know i started off hating the class (with passion!)and everything but i'm glad i gave it a chance cause it's the best class i've been in and the only one i'm scared to leave. because whats outside of 2/2 can't possibly be better than what we have here right now and i'm really gonna miss you guys because without even one or two of you we wouldn't be 2/2. OH GOSH IM STARTING TO SOUND SO COMPLETELY CHEESY! anyway. ITS SO UNFAIR OKAY! ): i FINALLY learned to love 2/2 for each and every one of us and its all going to be over. ITS SO UNFAIR ): can you imagine a class without all the noise and jokes and everything?! I CAN'T ANYMORE! ):
anyway, im sorry to all those i didn't mention up there, because i can't possibly mention everybody or i'd take forever so i want you all to know i love you anyway and im going to miss you all, i really am!


HAHAHAHA, i'm evil and i hope i made you all cry :D then you can go hug your pillows and pretend its me :D

1:59 AM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I AM SO IN LOVE WITH UTT OKAY I SWEAR I AM IN LOVE WITH UTT UTT UTT UTT <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333


IM IN LOVE WITH UTT.
HES SO AWESOME I SWEAR!!!
OKAY SO WE WENT FOR LIVE THE DREAM TODAY, I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE QUITE UNEVENTFUL BUT IT TOTALLY TOTALLY WASNT OKAY TOTALLY TOTALLY WASNT! AAAAHHHHH OKAY OKAY.
I THINK BY DEFINITION ROCKS A WHOLE LOT AND I HOPE THEY MAKE IT REAL BIG AND ALL, I REALLY DO. SHOULD HAVE WATCHED LIVE THE DREAM FROM THE BEGINNING LAH BLOODY HELL!
STUPID, STUPID ME! AAAHHHHHHH. OKAY I THINK THE LEAD SINGER IS DAMN HOT EVEN THOUGH HES NOT A PRETTY FACE AT ALLLLL BUT I STILL THINK HES HOT OKAY. YOU WATCH HIM ON STAGE AND YOU JUST COMPLETELY FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM LA, AAAHHHH HES SO HOT HES SO HOT.
UTT IS HOTTER
ANYWAY. WE WERE SCREAMING AND SCREAMING AND SCREAMING AND I THINK ALL THE PEOPLE AROUND US GOT REALLY PISSED, THEN DURING BREAKS THEY'LL PLAY SONGS AND WE'LL BE SINGING ALONG AND STUFF, SUPER FUNNY OKAY. IF ONLY PEOPLE WERENT SO HORRIBLY IRRITATING AND STARING ALL THE TIME. AAAHHHHHH BUT IT WAS SO FUN ALL THE SAME.
(OKAY IM REALLY REALLY HORRIBLY BEYOND STARSTRUCK NOW SO DONT MIND ME)
AND THEN WHEN EUGENIA RACHELLE AND JOYEE SCREAMED "WE LOVE YOU UTT!"(I WAS BUSY HIDING MY FACE FROM THE MINAHS IN THE NEXT ROW) HE SMILED AND WAVED! I REPEAT, SMILED AND WAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I SWEAR I SWOONED THERE AND THEN. IF I DIDNT HAVE THE CHAIR I WOULDNT HAVE FALLEN ON THE FLOOR AND LIKE, DIED AND WENT TO HEAVEN. THEN WHEN WE WENT TO THE FRONT FOR CLICK FIVE, UTT WALKED PAST US THEN JO WAS LIKE UTT UTT UTT! THEN I GRABBED EUGENIAS HAND AND STARTED WAVING IT AROUND THEN HE SAW THEN EUGENIA SCREAMED THEN HE SMILED AT US! AGAIN! HE SMILED AT US! OMG HES SO CUTE I SWEAR I LOVE UTT. (I SOUND SO PATHETIC, ARGH WHO CARES) THEN WE WERE SCREAMING ALONG TO CLICK FIVE'S JENNY AND AMA SAYS WE WERE ON TV. GOSH! TV! AHHH SO SCARY. I HOPE NOBODY SAW LA. THEN THEN THEN AFTER THE WHOLE THING RACHELLE'S SUPER COOL DAD CAME AND BROUGHT US FOR THE RECEPTION. RECEPTION! WE WERE FROLICKING WITH THE RICH AND FAMOUS!
ZOMG LAH, SO AWESOME. THEN WE TOOK PHOTOS WITH THE CLICK FIVE(!!!!!!!!!zomg) AND I TOOK WITH UTT :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
ZOMG. :D :D
SORRY OKAY, YEAH. I FEEL SO LIGHTHEADED AND DIZZY. AHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAA OMGGGGG.

okay im going to stop with the star-crazed-ness.
BUT IT WAS SOOOOOO COOOOOOOOOOOOL omg.
okay yeah, i will succumb to screaming in my head then. (UTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! :D :D :D) okay its 12.39 and im going to upload all the pictures and stuff so i can pass jo the card tomorrow then get hers and then i'll post all the pictures. my camera sucks la i totally want the red cybershot one now
-pouts. ohwell, christmas! hopefully. -prays.

okay excuse me while i go bask in the after effects of being half-hugged by UTT and and and being actually TOUCHED by him. zomg, i swear i can still smell his cologne. CAN OKAY! aaahhhh! goodnight everyone, i hope you sleep well. I KNOW I WILL! if i sleep at all! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

ps: i didnt even think about subject combinations the whole night, until now when im thinking about how i didnt think about it at all. HAHAHAHAHA i am so proud of you rachael, OKAY IM GOING TO THINK ABOUT UTT AGAIN BYE :D mwahahahahahaa

12:26 AM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

im excited for next year.
oh gosh, i really dont know why. i cant believe im actually looking forward to the whole thing, and like new class and all. although i know im definitely going to miss 2/2 alot alot alot alot esp all of you who make so much noise in class and make everything to hilarious. :/ gonna suck without you guys i swear.
OKAY! I HAVE UNTIL FRIDAY TO BE SAD SO IM NOT GOING TO START NOW.

maanzx. okay. so we got level positions and class positions and all today. i cant say im happy but i cant say im upset either. so im not saying anything. :D report books tomorrow, i think. HOPEFULLY. i want to see everything on one page and not like, scattered in my brain.

DID I MENTION, 2/2 is bloody-fucking-cool. we're having a halloween gathering/party thing. SO COOL I SWEAR. the last time i celebrated halloween was like ages ago la. i have no idea what to go as but who cares, worst comes to worst i'll go as an eskimo or something and wear that horribly thick jacket. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAA.
no im not so stupid.
anyway, today was stupid and time wasting. we had this forum thing then this anger management talk then ANOTHER talk on etiquette(sp?). i swear they have one every year or something. so dumb. i refuse to learn how to behave! but anyway, we were making quite alot of noise during the talk and i think the lady was quite pissed but whatever.
OH AND CHERYLS BACK(with donuts and super cute mint-boxes!):D :D
so awesome la.
the 6 of us went for lunch after school at ummmm i cant remember where in j8 but yeah. then we went to the library after ama left and read book on horoscopes and stuff, SO HILARIOUS OKAY. im going to read that book cover to cover! :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i refuse to go crazy over horoscopes. i will not!
although they're quite true, SOMETIMES.
apparently, im a very direct, old fashioned no-shit kinda person. HAH! makes me sound like a cold hard bitch. AND I AM NOT OLD FASHIONED!
it also says im not into mushy/cheesy stuff. OKAY THAT PART IS SO TRUE, I AM SO NOT A CHEESY/MUSHY PERSON. so not okay, SO NOT.
lalallalaaaa. okay im going to read my book and sleep and not hope for a brighter day.(HOPE FOR A RAINY DAY!)

:D:D:D:D goodbyeee my loverrrr!
HAHAHAHA bye,

11:31 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

i am so fed up with gossip girl, that day i downloaded one episode which turned out to be a 10sec summary,
and this afternoon i found a whole lot of other episodes on multiply, so me being me clicked on every single one and downloaded them ALL, and GUESS WHAT, THEYRE ALL 10SEC SUMMARYS TOO! bloody, fucking brilliant.
okay whatever, i must learn not to download impulsitively.

i didnt go to school today, mwahah.
i swear i was supposed to okay, but genny was my ride and she msged me in the morning wanting to skip. so i (happily) agreed. i was, after all half asleep and very willing to be FULLY asleep. so yeah i had no ride and permission to skip. im not an idiot and therefore i fell back into my deep wonderful comfortable sleep (only to be disturbed by some screaming lunatic a few minutes after, you know who you are!)
so i spent my morning quite boring-ly. (yeah yeah but it beats the hot sun and wet grass)
and i also spent my afternoon quite boring-ly. and im probably going to grow fat from eating so much and not exercising.
BUT I STILL DO NOT REGRET SKIPPING SCHOOL. (yes ama i dont)
i am so horrible. blah. i think this is like the fifth or sixth time im skipping already. AHHHHH.
okay i am so going tomorrow, wet grass and hot sun aint gonna get me down!(and im not priviliged with 2day MC like some OTHER bloody idiots.
anywa-
SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT
thun-fucking-der.
how i sleep now hah you tell me! the skies are ROARING at me! damnit. aarrrggghhhhh this is so bloody awesome.
why cant you rain tomorrow morning insteaaaad? why waste it all on the midnight?! WHY! WHYYYYYYYYYYYY ):

okay im going back to reading cheesy stories on fictionpress so dont bother me im too cool for you. :D

11:17 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

&ENTOURAGE says:
SO
&ENTOURAGE says:
why are you up so late
WIDYAAA says:
i could ask you the same question
&ENTOURAGE says:
HAHA
&ENTOURAGE says:
could!
&ENTOURAGE says:
keyword there
WIDYAAA says:
i shall ask you the ame question
WIDYAAA says:
WHY ARE YOU UP SO LATE
&ENTOURAGE says:
i could ask you the same question
&ENTOURAGE says:
(HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAH I AM SO FUNNY ZOMG)
WIDYAAA says:
bitch
WIDYAAA says:
answer la
&ENTOURAGE says:
HAHAHAHAHAH






:D im high now. lalalalaaaaaaaa. its like 1.16 and i think i wont be able to wake up for cat class tomorrow but i dont care because im having so much fun lalalallalalaaaaa. LIZZI IF YOURE READING THIS THINK BACK TO THIS MORNING, DID YOU WAKE ME UP?
im going shopping with genny tomorrow, i mean today, unless she creates a miracle of some sort and manages to sound MORE like a duck and doesnt get to go out. ahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaa im bored again. ive been bored the whole day! all i did was stone at home okay, pft what a loser i swear. nevermind, i learnt like 5 new songs on my guitar so there! (pffft widya is being a bitch now as im typing this because apparently i started it but i so did not and lizzi went off on me and i have nobody to ramble on and on to)
i finally copied all my music from my ipod to the mac and i synced it there so now if my laptop dies again i wont die along with it :D arent you happy for me yes yes yes.
hey lookie, its 1.30! okay i going to sleep if not i really cannot wake up tomorrow and i'll be groggy again and then i wont have the mood to shop. LALALLAAAA.

bye happy-makers!(ZOMGGGGGG I DID NOT JUST SAY THAT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAHAHAHHA okay bye)

1:16 AM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

we checked papers today, and i have absolutely no comments.

BYE.

10:10 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

i went shopping today. it was a complete waste of time because i didnt buy anything because i didnt bring any money and my mother ditched me and i ended up shopping alone. AND she didnt wanna pay -.- whatever mother, i am so sick of you.
anyway, im going shopping with ashley tomorrow, so i'll probably have more fun :D
im kind of missing school because i dont think my wonderful mother is gonna let me go out on tuesday which is so horrible and i am going to beg her until i die to just let me out of the house and do SOMETHING.
cannot wait for wednesday, uhhhh i think.
grrrr my ipod is lagging again.
yeah anyway, i missed cat class this morning because i overslept :/ whoops.
nevermind, i payed extra extra attention in mass okay!
anyway,
im going to like stone to death or something now so dont mind me.

OH, IM ALSO GOING TO COUNT MY BLESSINGS!
yeah.

10:53 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

I HATE MY MOTHER I SWEAR I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER SHES SUCH A BITCH AHHHHHHHHHHHHH THIS IS SO UNFAIR.
I CANT BELIEVE SHE SEMI-GROUNDED ME AFTER I WENT OUT FOR TWO DAYS. BLOODY UNFAIR OKAY I CANNOT STAND IT. AND I DIDNT EVEN EXACTLY GO OUT YESTERDAY IT WAS LIZZI'S HOUSE. NOT GOING OUT OKAY EURGH. AND WEDNESDAY WAS SUPER UNPRODUCTIVE ANYWAY AND IF I KNEW I WAS GONNA GET GROUNDED FOR GOING TO ORCHARD WATCHING A MOVIE IN A HAUNTED CINEMA AND WANDERING AIMLESSLY AND NOT SHOPPING AND SCARING MYSELD WITH STUPID GHOST STORIES I WOULDNT HAVE BOTHERED GOING AND JUST BRCAUSE I WAS LATE 10 MINS YESTERDAY SHE GETS ALL BITCHY WITH ME. AND THEN I WANT TO GO OUT TODAY AND SHES LIKE 'YOU'RE SPENDING MORE TIME OUTSIDE THEN AT HOME' AND LIKE 'GO TO THE LIBRARY AND BORROW A BOOK AND COME HOME AND READ OR GO AND CLEAN YOUR ROOM'/ WHAT THE BLOODY FUCKING HELL EXAMS ARE FREAKIN OVER YOU WANT ME TO GO TO THE LIBRARY AND CLEAN MY BLOODY ALREADY-QUITE-CLEAN ROOM AND WASTE MY LIFE INDOORS WITH NO SUN AND EXCESS ENERGY AND NOTHING TO DO BUT STONE AND USE THE BLOODY FUCKING COMPUTER THAT DOESNT WORK PROPERLY AND IS PRACTICALLY A PIECE OF JUNK AND BE SO BORED THAT I HAVE TO KEEP GOING DOWN TO FIND SOMETHING TO DO AND END UP EATING LIKE MAD AND BECOMING FAT AND IF I TURN BULIMIC ITS ALL YOUR FAULT FOR COOPING ME UP IN THIS SHITHOLE.

I WANT TO HAVE FUN ): T.T >:( ): ): ): D: D: D: D: D: D: D:

10:33 AM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

ZOMGZXZXZXZXXZXZXZXZXZXXZXZXXZXZ.
i have so much excess energy in me. EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
omg :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
happy-ness-ss.

BUT! i cant work off all my excess energy ):
because all i did today was watch a movie(rest my butt), sit and talk about ghost stories(rest my butt), and take an exam(REST MY BUTT!) and walk around aimlessly in orchard(WASTE MY TIME!!!!!!).
but it was fun anyway, despite me resting my butt the whole day and going home full of energy and ready to walk to malaysia.
AND I HAVE THIS AWESOME GIGANTIC URGE TO GO SAILING.
how weird am i, i wish there was trng tomorrow, now. (everybody stares at me like O.O)
I WANT TO GO SAILING NOWWWWWWWWWWWWW ):
then i can use up all my energy for something productive and become tired again.

i hate being a hyper bunny. *feels blood rushing all over body* -SCREAMMMMSSSSSS!!!!



this is a totally random but still wonderfully awesome post :D (yes, i know)

11:39 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR I HATE STUDYING
D: D: D: D: D:
I LOST ME LENSES NOTES AND NOW I CANT DRAW THE EYE EYE THING AND IM GOING TO DIE OMG OMG OMG. & I CANT REMEMBER ANYTHING & I CANT DO HALF THE QUESTIONSMY TUITION TEACHER GAVE ME.
eeek i sound like some freaky psycho dont listen to me.
anyway, okay. im taking a break now. (out of the billion others ive took today!) i hope the paper is easy :/ okay no i shant hope its easy i shall just hope i have amazing intelligence for those two hours and manage to answer like everything, like, magically. blaaaah not gonna happen.
OKAY NO MORE TALK ABOUT EXAMS.
lets talk about after exams! :D :D :D *smiles gleefully&happily&widely*
im going to go shopping and not touch my books and sleep like at 9pm and use the computer like forever and not worry about locking it up and watch tv till no end and eat and eat(and then try really hard to work it all off) and ZOMGGGGGGGGG i just cannot wait.
:D :D :D :D :D
feel my excitement.
ahahaha my mummy is yelling at my brother to stop playing xbox and go sleep now mwahahahaaa. sucker. his exams are like in what, a month and shes making him study like he tomorrow got exam like that. loser loser loooseeeerrrrrrrrrr.
no im not being mean to my brother, he called me stupid like 5 times today -.- bastard. so not helping my morale. stupid okay, stupid! im like 4 years older than him and i get NO RESPECT ):
okay i will not moan and groan (too much) :D
anyway, yes. hes yelling at my younger brother to keep the controller. poor baby. *glares at the fat idiot stupidhead who is scolding my poor baby*
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
i hate my brother. not the small one the fat old shithead one.
anyway. YOU KNOW WHAT! my coffee has been cold since i brought it up this afternoon at 5++
shows how cold my room is huh :D :D
i love aircon. whoever invented aircon should be awarded the nobel rachael-loves-you-for-your-services-to-rachael prize.

isnt it so awesome that i blog long posts when i have other better things to do than sit here and talk about myself -who is currently sitting on my wonderful red fatboy beanbag and NOT studying >:(.
okay yes im going to go spend (the remaining of) today drinking coffee and mugging. who came up with the word mugging anyway? its quite stupid. okay im going to go go STUDY now. not mug because mug makes no sense whatsoever :D
okay, and i hope everybody does well for science tomorrow and everybody gets like full marks and they end up opening like 89362584xxxxxxxxxxx billion physics chem purelit & ss/history classes so theres a chance i'll get into ONE :D
awesoomeee.

9:01 PM

Why dont you just wallow in self pity and die or something/

ZOMG THIS IS SO HILARIOUS.
http://www.uptoten.com/kids/boowakwala-adventures-garage-introgarage.html
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA MY NEW CAR WONT GOOO, LAAAAAAAA.
THAANK YOU VERYYYY MUUUCH, LAAAAA.
omg.
okay another one.
http://www.uptoten.com/kids/boowakwala-family-magic-kwalamagicshow.html
COME AND SEE MY MAGIC SHOOOW, LAAAAAAAA!
ARE YOU READYYY, ROPE?
omggggg.

ITS SO FUNNY I SWEAR OMG.
i was laughing for approx. 30mins straight.
AND I WAS CRYING OKAY.
freakin funny.
gosh.
okay, i ponned again today. i am so horrible i know ):
i dont know if i should go tomorrow.
OKAY.
IM GOING TO STUDY.
so guai right i know :D :D :D



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